Sunday, December 8, 2013

Cabin Fever

It's exhausting being cooped up with the little guy. He has more energy than even he knows what to do with.  I am really starting to feel like I am going crazy.  The big guy as much as I love him has been sleeping all day he wakes up just as we go to bed.  It's really making me sad.  It's lonely knowing he is in the house but too tired to partake in any family activity.  I might just be having a negative attitude about the whole bit.  Don't get me wrong our relationship is wonderful.  I feel so blessed to have the big man in my life.  He works hard to provide for us, he does his bit to help out around the house (granted it may all take place in the middle of the night but better then than never).  I wonder how other people do it ? Having opposing schedules to their spouse, be married have kids the whole Chang?  I feel as though we are always just passing by each other, every once in a while stopping to exchange sentiments.  It breaks my hear when the little man pass by our bed room door he puts his finger over his mouth and says "shhhh daddy's sleeping", weather he is there or not.  Granted it may not be the typical life style but it's my lifestyle.  I guess I need to focus on the bigger picture we are happy, healthy, have a roof over our heads, ice in the drive way and another snow day on Monday.

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